October 12, 2023 For this week I thought I'd share something I wrote in my journal this week. "October 9, 2023 "Right as I'm ready to get everything up and running, working like crazy, all that. Of course I get sick... again... I'm so tired of being sick. I've been more sick physically here on the mission than any other time in my life. And you would think it's some of the most precious time. I'm working on trying to have a constant connection with Christ, my faith & willingness to act upon spiritual impressions. I know I'm connected to Him, because people will tell me how great our message made them feel, how whatever thing we did was exactly what they needed. When other missionaries compliment on some way I've helped them. It's not me. I hope they know that. "We lit up some candles & the Christmas lights around the bar. It reminded me of home in Colorado when I'd have a candle lit with lights strung up in the ro...
August 9, 2023 So I'm not sick anymore... not very sick... for now... I'm doing a little better. We were finally able to do normal work Monday and yesterday, and that helped a lot. I've been learning a lot, so that's been nice. It's just kinda been... I don't know.. difficult I guess. Not like difficult, quite the opposite really, I've gotten a descent grip on everything. Obviously I don't know everything, and there's always things I can improve on. Everyone I've come to know is going home, and now I'm one of the older guys, and I can't explain how fast the days are going by. I've been working to push myself everyday, to go the extra mile, to be especially sensative to the spirit, to keep strengthening my weaknesses, to submit myself to the Lord's will, to keep changing small things to be better. It just hurts sometimes. Life in general. Trials always come and go, and a lot of the time things don't always go the way we want it...
October 31, 2022 Well, we just got transfer news (that's why pday is today). Elder Ellsworth and I are staying in Lima, which is good. This area needs a lot of work, and we wanna work hard. I've really been trying my best this transfer, and going forward, to show as much love and care as humanly possible. Even if people don't "progress" or accept our message, I know that they cannot deny the love that I've exhausted myself to emulate. And if these people we talk with only remember one thing when I'm gone, I hope and pray that they remember the love that the missionaries shared with them. I hope that I stay in this area long enough to see the fruits of our work. I want to leave this area knowing that I did absolutely everything within my capabilities to open the hearts of the people here. To be worthy of the name and title I wear over my heart everyday. In 15 days I will complete my 6-month mark, which is 1/4 of the mission. This really got me thinking abou...
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