Week 78


November 8, 2023
You'll never guess what happened this week. I got sick again. I swear, in these past 6 months I've been sick at least 2 1/2 months total ðŸ¤§. One could say I'm sick of it. Anyways. I wish I could say there's a lot of progress in the area at least, but that wouldn't be true. I can't lie, it's not been easy. But I can say I chose this path, and I'm going to see it through. And it's not all bad, there's been plenty of good things too. It's just... definitely not easy. But hey, I'm in the last stretch. 18 months down, 6 left to go. So there's that. I still have mixed feelings about it...


Spiritual thought

Even though it's hard sometimes, it's necessary to go through hard things. If we never experienced the bad, we would never know how good the good really is. How much nicer is that paycheck after working hard and long hours for it. How much nicer is that golden trophy after training all summer. How much nicer is anything after having worked and suffered for it. If everything came easily, we would never have a real sense of satisfaction. Anything worth doing is hard.

That's kind of it, I'm not feeling very inspiring at the moment.

But on a high note, we helped a lost little girl find her parents today, so that's a positive ðŸ™ƒ





































 

 

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